-pixies are cute.-

2005-02-23T10:21:00.000+08:00

clickkk nameee

leNa heartts yX

2004-06-08T17:27:00.000+08:00

thqat

2004-06-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

whoops

2004-06-01T12:06:00.000+08:00

l;a

2004-05-26T13:14:00.000+08:00

it's

as if he really cared.but i wont ever care anymore.

2004-05-22T11:25:00.000+08:00

hey.great way to start off the weekend.
met jeff gerald marcus cindy simon at orchard.dey were queueing for linkin park tickets.85 bucks apiece.madness.
it was great seeing them again.and they're still as tall.sigh.
then we headed to taka basement for lunch.
i still didn't gain back my appetite cos im really stuck on successfully maintaining a diet.had banana milkshake dat dae.and had a yoghurt drink.didnt feel hungry at all today.
went to play pool after lunch.didn't touch the cue for like ages.

then headed down to pac plaza to look at clothes."that cd shop" was havin a "3 for 49.90" offer going on.but the shop really didn't look crowded at all.in fact,i seriously wonder whether there were more than 10 ppl in it.hm.a billabong wallet caught my eye.it looked so simple yet it wasn't like the rest of the wallets.and the feel of it is different.hope i'll be able to get it soon.really hope.

then made our way down to borders.and then to the bus stop to board the bus which brought us to queensway.played squash til 10.i was slackin half e time tho.i deproved so much man.kinda sad.yea.start from scratch i guess! oh yea.and i saw rhamanan there too! he was havin private coachin.was so shocked to see him.pleasant surprise.

kept this entry short n sweet.too tired.
well.wasnt expectin anythin much yesterday.knew this would happen.so why would i bother worrying.ur facade is killing me.pls.come on la.

[u were jus a beautiful disaster...]
-=hOpE=-

2004-05-19T11:49:00.000+08:00

well.well.same old me typing in another entry yet again.

sorry if i sound really tired and weary.cos i am.period.
woke up to the sounds of the Flying Dutchman and Rod ringing in my ears.somehow,which i presume is due to long periods of practise,i keep waking up at a really wierd time of the morning and make sure my mum has woken up and then i just doze straight off into dreamland.i used to be my mum's alarm clock.yes.you didn't see wrongly.
I AM A WALKING ALARM CLOCK.

sheesh.irrelevance.there.i.go.again.

this darn weather is perfect for a little swim.but well,i can't even drag myself out of the house.furthermore heading to a swimming complex.the heat's really getting to me.apathetic moods.dang.i really wish there was snow around here.or even a light breeze in the scorching heat.it wouldn't be so....ARGH.at least.i still have a grip on myself.*shrugs* sanity's not so easily lost.

so.i hereby continue.with what? shit.i forgot..damn.
oh yea.
AI's on tonight! somehow i don't feel the hype as much as on AI2.or even on AI1. Randy's often declared this group as the most talented and the most sensational. and he's the one reminding the contestants to show character. i definitely don't see any significance in this crop of AI finalists. what's the deal? A recording contract.and probably lots of money that you can just stop working after 1/2 a yr. and now that Latoya's out of the running,anyone can take the crown. this shows exactly how AI is considered unpredictable. this was exactly the same week of AI1 that the ever-popular,no-need-for-insults,and definitely the most polished class act AI has ever seen,Tamyra Gray was ousted from the reality show. a hell lot of controversies followed that,and Nikki,to her credit,looked downcast cos she knew she wasn't in the same calibre or league as the other 3 of them.sigh.where's the character in AI3? the only one i remember who had a lot of spunk was amy adams.and jennifer hudson.the red-hair was so striking it was hard for her not to stand out in a crowd.and dang,she had a VOICE! a jolly good one at that.

i really hope Tamyra's album,The Dreamer, does well.she still sounds great live.and she is so poised.without a doubt one hell of a singer.

ok.went to gulp down a glass of water.i'm seriously dehydrating,with the heat and all.

anyway,did i mention that a baby lizard fell onto my face? landed awkwardly near my eye after its jump. wanted to whack the hell out of it but it was just a baby lizard. aw..shucks.
had wierd experiences with lizards recently.not that i'm terrified of them or anything.but well.that day,when i was opening my windows,i caught sight of this lizard crawling precariously on the wall outside of my window.and when i jerked the window wide.it staggered.and committed suicide.i have no idea why it jumped off.i didnt know i was THAT scary.think it somehow lost its footing.and well.sigh.

stayed very much at home for the past 2 days.kinda peaceful.but i would have enjoyed it even more if not for the blasted heat.
maybe i should just drag myself out and take the bus to the interchange instead of walking in the sweltering heat.i can just imagine my hair sizzling.eeewww.

oh no.i have a sudden urge for macafe's iced choc.cya around peeps.

p.s: a last note,pls d/l Alanis Morrisette's Mary Jane.it's such a beautiful song.i was teary-eyed after listening to it.=)

-...oh and i don't know...-
-...I don't know what he's after...-
-...but he's so beautiful...-
-...such a beautiful disaster...-
-...and if i could hold on...-
-...through the tears and the laughter...-
-...would it be beautiful...-
-...or just a beautiful disaster?...-

[u were just a beautiful disaster...]
-=hOpE=-

2004-05-17T12:46:00.000+08:00

im so back.into this utterly irrelevant world of ignorance.
im talkin crap.dont mind me.

had giddy spells for the whole of this morning.and for the whole of last night.thought sleepin culd help,but it bloody hell didnt.-_-

the weather's still maddeningly hot.as usual.annoying.
it seems to come off as the usual weather of singapore.its so frequent that weather reports are kinda useless.but well,this whole paragraph seems to come off as redundant in a way.
and i really hate it when i wake up with my shirt clinging all onto me and my perspiration glistening on my forehead.totally defeats the purpose of the fan.we haf 6 fans at home.i finally saw the down-side of livin on the highest level.screw the heatwave.

had a rather uneventful week,in other words,BORING.
but it was good in a sense that i didn't spend much cash outside and kept slacking at home.

there's this bluish insect hovering near me.from what i remember,my dad said that its sting hurts like hell.if it'll hurt my dad,i think i will die from the sting.seriously.saw it twice here already. getting on my nerves.and it keeps interrupting my typing of this entry.

went to mc-cafe for the first time last week.totally good.
the choc muffin is so bloody cute.and to top it off,it has icing sugar on top of it.looks and tastes good.totally delectable.
and the iced-chocolate is as fanciful.the glass is huge and has a lot of whipped cream on the choc.and it's smothered with smooth choc fudge.it's definitely a must-try.

saturday: met grace for english tuition supposedly,but..we ended up walkin around northpoint.
she went to buy sum..*ahem*
and there was this ultra-boyish guy standin outside the fittin room,givin out number tags for the ppl who went in.
we were luffin like mad cos she was too shy to go in.i had to take it for her.and pretend that i was the one tryin it on.how amusing.
and when she went to pay,the guy was the cashier.i think he's inwardly luffin.not surprising tho.the promoter had to help her take her stuff over to the cashier and spare her the embarrassment.
we tried the mushroom medley breadbowl at delifrance.damn appetising.
but i would take clam chowder over that anytime.
then headed for roti prata wif my dad after dat.there was a bit of a drizzle so we were kinda stuck at the shop for a while.

went to my aunt's house yesterday for lunch.bought some stuff in ntuc. and was hunting for the Harry Potter & the Sorcerer's Stone VCD. apparently,out of 3 shops we checked, 2 of them had the 2nd instalment but not the first.the other shop had the first instalment and not the 2nd.coincidental isnt it.
so went to jurongpoint to look for it.exactly the same situation.1 or 2 shops had the 2nd one but not the first.and 2 shops had e first not the 2nd.how freaky.
bought the 1st one at $15.90.
watched the 1st disk last night.as always,harry potter is so darn cute.and i saw the advertisement for the 3rd show at the cinema.he looks much older now.naturally.but if he doesn,there must be sumthing undoubtedly wrong with his hormones.he looks good either way.so..=)

and i haf been havin really REALLY wierd dreams these days.
the AI fever really gettin to me.had a dream involvin Harry Potter Kelly Clarkson and Diana Degarmo.call me crazy.but it's true.
and when i fell back into a deep sleep,i dreamt abt mdm tang catchin me for sumthing and i ran away..far far away..is that funny or wad? i guess maybe the days in Anderson left such a deep impact on me that mdm tang is subconsciously appearing in my dreams.maybe it's the fact that i've been caught far too often. earrings..ankle socks..coloured bands..accessories..and my hairband around my neck.lol.who could have imagined i survived all that.but still..i love mdm tang! she can beat the other humanities teachers hands down with her teachin techniques.esp that fat hippo who just reads from the txtbk.and thinks we enjoy social studies more than history.think he's still trapped in a mindset that all his classes absolutely adore him or sumthing. well well.nvm.

realised that even tho i stil haf time to myself..i haven't been thinkin that much.jus a matter of time...soon everything will slowly diminish... and it'll all be a dream... =) great.finally sumthing is sounding sensible..even to me.lol.

-...whenever you leave...-
-...I claim that nothin's wrong...-
-...every time you walk away...-
-...I pretend that I'm okay...-

-=hOpE=-

..heavier heart...

2004-05-13T11:27:00.000+08:00

.....xuAn: what ARE U DOING SO EARLI IN THE MORNING?!?!?!?
insomnia yet again?

i was like.WAD?! 4am?!

ure nuts.-_^

so...AMERICAN IDOL IS SCREWED.results tonite.is screwed too.

i ate guo ties jus nowww!!!
woke up at 9+,motivated by the fact that my mum bought another packet yesterday! couldn't wait to eat it.of cors.wif lots of MAYONNAISE.

nanyang poly is really.zzz.
they told me DAE results would be out at the end of April.
and i called them up that day.they said,or rather,the unlucky person whu picked up my phonecall said that the earliest was end of April.latest end of May.goodness.sake.i was speakin really.impatiently.poor girl.

singapore's been bitten with the heat bug.it's DAMN freakin hot these days,apart from the heavy downpour yesterday morning.which was also followed by another hot and sticky afternoon.ARH.when's it gonna end?! ah.and my shirt's clinging onto my body like a mosquito suckin my blood.darn irritating.

class 95 is really.damn.funny.
those 3 jokers..really..talk dirty.but in a subtle way.
they dun sae out wad dey really think...dey jus summarise and censor a lot of..parts.they rawk.every mornin i wake up to their voices and i perk up immediately.glenn's voice is.really.COOL.

anyway.

perfect 10 DJs had an exclusive nver-done-in-spore interview.with this renowned porn star whose screen name was Big Ben.no prizes for guessin what that means.
it was really.out.of.this.world.
they asked him really wierd questions.
"how long haf u been in this business"- ever since he was 18.-_-
"is your..erm..God's gift?"- yes...thank the Lord.speechless.lol.
"how many women haf u 'worked' with?" too many to count.every show has like 20+ women.and he has done 127 movies to date.do the math.
the questions are really.damn.funny.
i shall leave out the explicit details cos.well.it's too EXPLICIT.
something abt Asia being the next big thing in the porn industry.i hope he was jokin.quite ridiculous tho.

and Glenn declared that tml the 3 jokers were gonna talk abt bras and the easiest way to get it off.
he admitted practising for 3 hrs to perfect the movement in 4 secs with one hand.
oh yea.
Dan Ong and Sheik played the radio version of Punk'd on air.
they called up some celebrities.and put them on air.without deir knowledge.it was hilarious.
by the way, Remy Ong's voice is totally...SEXY.downright SEXY.
he kept askin whether he was on air.and he punk'd Sheik back.lol.

how cool.

-...i try to smile so the hurt wont show...-
-...tell everybody I was glad to see you go...-
-...but the tears just won't go away...-
-...loneliness found me..looks like it's here to stay...-
-...i know that I ought to find someone new...-
-...but all I find is myself always thinking of you...-

-=hOpE=-

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2004-05-13T04:46:00.000+08:00

mm i think foreverfriendsbear is rather cute. other than that and tattybear, sorry mann! ty beanies and all that just can't make it. haha :)

dad left for shanghai yesterday, wanted to send him off to the airport because i was already late for sch. but oh well mom didn't allow so i started packing my schbag and got to the busstop by seven to catch the sevenoclock bus but it didnt come till like 15 minutes later. so i was really late for school and i decided it was certainly not fair because the freaking bus was late!!urghhhhhhhh.wrote an excuse beside my name in the latecomers book =D

hmmm had pizzahut on monday. i think its standard is dropping. i mean the calamari isn't nice at all..bread with cold sauce. haha and the baked rice tastes like vormit. okayyyy mebbe not that bad but somewhere along that line.

GUOTIES are better. much better. lena came over on tues and we cooked the whole packet. okay not we, she. then stuffed ourselves.. mayo and guoties make a fantabulous combination!!!! that was when we decided to share a blog, kinda fun :)

had hans yesterday, long time since i last ate banana split too =D haha love it mann.. though it wld haf been nicer if from haagen daz. went on to macafe to have this rockingg chocolate muffin and ice choc. woaaaah. i had to go for another muffin and the lady recognizes us cuz we often eat there. haha

yeahhh oh VAN HELSING RAWKS!!! watched it twice over the weekend.i think count dracula's rather cute =D the way he reintroduces himself ..haha the vampire's brides are darnnnn rawking too.the way they transform into winged beings- majestic.the way one taunted vanhelsing was soooo.. urghh can't find the right word. haha but those vampire sounds are utterly disgusting. mmm werewolfs are cute! love it when vanhelsing transformed into one.. superr nice! and the masquerade ball.. wish i had a chance to actually attend one : ) kate beckinsale is pretty. really pretty especially at the last part with her spirit in the sky, and a tear rolling down her cheek. her skin looks flawless. haha she's got it all la! =D

hmm got new coloured pens and this origami book. there's this nice lil fourleafclover inside. woahhh. so darn sweet :) so i folded one for her.. she was quite touched and shocked. haha i guess afterall we used to be best friends so ya. nvm if she's there beside me only when she needs me. it doesn't really matter anymore.. i love going home alone after school myself these days.

ohyeah mom got this new nailpolish. "rainbow" by citygirl. i haven't actually tried it but it looks rather nice on the outside..hee :) i got the winniethepooh ten packs choc-smiliar-to-meiji thing. haha shall bring it today for recess.

anyway.

our class camp's approved yay*! groups have been decided upon rather fairly.. great!! except..jenrine if u're seeing this: why am i in the same grp as u?!! =(

haha. hmm saw edwin again yesterday.. cldnt recognize him in his cat high uni. haha saw cali too. btw, i think "calista" is best pronounced calista instead of calistar. it's a great name. all calistas are pretty as yet! :)

think there's this badmn girls lunch thing todayy. sounds quite cool.. haven't been talking much to this real great grp of pple. so time to catch up haha :)

ohh!! i think khoo rawks. was his first name allan or adam? haha i'm not really sure ohwell but i guess his talk really inspired me. seems like mrs tan hired this man to brainwash us.. i mean, that's what she really wants ain't it. for all our mindsets to be changed.. and do extremely well blah blah. i hate to admit it but its working.

anyhow the eng paper was a flop. why didn't i put left instead of right when it was so obvious that the ans was left cuz the passage said left and one mark means DONT NEED TO THINK. haiya. =( someone i don't know lost my eng letterwriting compo thing. sighh. didnt come to sch on that day and obviously someone must have taken it when mr kwok returned it to us. i really really honestly passed that assignment up with ness. now that it's lost.. he can't record the darn mark and.. urghhh!!! so sad man. i'll have to rewrite? i don't know. why am i always having trouble with eng stuff. wanna cry le =(

and i think potato's totally what lo. i mean the ss test has been postponed like since forever and everyday we're living in a "oh-theres-a-test-tmr" day kinda thing. once this week is over its gnna be hell man =D shall catch troy on friday!! :) i'll be happy then. haha ohhs..and there's still the "love me if u dare",and this korean vcd that's waiting to be watched at home. hee and lena's "the prince and me", uncensored loveactually.. okayy. mebbe i'll pass for the latter :)

speaking of hell,jx cracked this lame joke that went smthn like "if heaven's on earth, so is hell". haha really, up till now i don't quite know what to make of it. kaeees. gttago pack my bag! taaaaaaaaaa*
notice me
take my hand
why are we
strangers when..

testing

2004-05-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

t.e.s.t.i.n.g

do u understand wad's testin?
dat means do not read wad's written here cos it absolutely makes no sense.=)

love this blogggg...
cool layout.cool cursor! and
WE HATE PEONIES.

-*pixies are cute.*-

as if he really cared.but i wont ever care anymore.

..heavier heart...

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-pixies are cute.-